January 9, 2009

Three weeks

We had our ultrasound today. The technician saw nothing. Not a heartbeat. Not even a sac. I was prepared for that, based on my estimation of only being 4 - 5 weeks, but it was still a little heartbreaking. I managed to keep it together, but I was dying on the inside.

So, I go back on January 30 to check then.

I keep telling myself not to get my hopes up, but seriously, if they don't see anything on the 30th, it's going to suck whether my hopes are up or not, so I might as well have hope, right?

One thing I'm sure of . . . the next three weeks are going to pass very slowly!

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