July 24, 2007

Wishing I could start over . . .

I just want to get through with this summer and start over next summer. I know that's such a bad attitude to have (and I'm working on it), but I feel a little like we've failed miserably. We've offered our staff very little accountibility and it shows. They're great people, but they have lousy bosses. I'm just super bummed that we haven't been able to invest more time than we have. I guess this summer is just feeling a little too familiar . . . like one from 5 years ago.

I think none of this is made better by the fact that I'm tired and feeling like I'm coming down with some sort of illness that involves a sore throat. Jack has been giving us 5 & 6 hour stretches, which is nice. But I'm finding that I'm so stressed over camp stuff and financial stuff that it takes me over an hour to fall asleep.

3 more weeks. Well of camp, at least. I wish that all if my distressing issues could be gone in three weeks.

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